tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-60576693448885778842024-03-06T16:06:37.237+08:00LIFE in HiGH HeeLSMesmericzenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899989520053942151noreply@blogger.comBlogger41125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6057669344888577884.post-16267262409539756882009-01-18T08:50:00.004+08:002009-01-18T09:11:28.274+08:00My freedom? Do i have any?Freedom to me is never a destination. It's a journey. You need to be free to choose the right road for yourself. The right road is the one that leads to your best. All that matters is that you end up a free person - free to decide where you want to go and how you intend to get there. (Really, it's not easy in Chinese brought up family where they push you around with their ideas & opinions to shape you into a person they want YOU to be. They need to be proud to have you as their son & if they don't, words showering you as USELESS, A SHAME IN THE FAMILY, & etc). Being free is being real, if you want to be free, you need to make friends with the truth. No matter how clearly you can point to forces blocking you, the most important obstacles to your freedom are within. You are the one who permits obstacles to block your path. While being stuck is frustrating, it also keeps you from risking, safe from failure and from discovering your weaknesses and shortcomings. Your prison is always your CHOICE. To break free, you have to give up whatever security being bound offers. You should be able to face the pressure without emotions of the past intruding. In the end you're only as free as you are in your heart. Your freedom lies just behind your forgiving. When you free yourself, you also free the world. YOU HAVE TO DECLARE THAT YOU ARE FREE, otherwise why bother reading?Mesmericzenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899989520053942151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6057669344888577884.post-76771922157233790092009-01-17T20:41:00.002+08:002009-01-17T20:52:54.124+08:00The Next Big StepWhenever you're going, whatever your dreams, the next step you take will be from this place. You cannot take that next step unless you know where you are right now. To risk without knowing the ground you stand upon is to leap into the darkness. The next step is not going to be all that different from the steps you took to get to this place. KNOW this place. Know how you got here, your motivations, the truth about your shortcomings, the limitations that held you back. Know the ground on which you stand, without illusions, pretense, or self-deception. We all want to believe we are better off than we are, but at the time when we risk and have to look into the depth of the chasm we're trying to span, our weakness display themselves and deflate our resolve. So know where you are. Accept your condition for what it is. Take responsibility for getting here and staying as long as you have. If you've been stuck, admit your fear and lack of courage. Don't blame others. Don't condemn the world. The place where you stand is the consequence of your determination. If you find your achievements lacking, look into yourself, not outside. Perhaps you were not motivated. Perhaps you did not want what you claimed you needed. Perhaps you only fooled yourself. If you understand how you got to this place, you will know the next step and how to take it. Don't fear the future, read the past.Mesmericzenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899989520053942151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6057669344888577884.post-57582031198989157602009-01-17T20:30:00.003+08:002009-01-17T20:41:29.523+08:00Would you share your aloneness?Sharing your solitary self takes trust. Revealing the inner workings of your heart exposes you to the rebuke of indifference and the icy frustration of not being taken seriously. WHO wants to suffer the pain of not being heard when you most need someone to listen? To allow another (it will only be one or two at best, never others) to come close, to know the same self you are when you are alone with yourself, is the heart of intimacy. Being intimate is displaying in the presence of another the self you discover in solitude. WHAT A RISK HANGS ON THIS. If you show your true self and are rejected because the other person did not understand or care enough to allow you to make yourself understood, you recoil, perceiving the whole world as hollow, empty as a shadow play. Where is life's meaning if such sacred knowing cannot be shared? Kindred spirits do not need to work on this. In each other' s presence they find all the encouragement they need to be alone together. First you must love being alone with yourself. Then you must love the other. The selves that appear in that interface define a world that appears every time they are together. Which is the reflection? which is the source?Mesmericzenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899989520053942151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6057669344888577884.post-12398169135598021242009-01-17T20:18:00.002+08:002009-01-17T20:30:20.573+08:00Being Alone is goodWhen you have found yourself, being alone is privilege, not a punishment. All the good work that you do comes when you are alone. All of your dreams are dreamed alone. Your best ideas are conceived in solitude. Your dream of a better world and the contribution you will make to it will also come when you are alone. Your creations and inventions, your solutions to the problems that most vex you, all come to you in isolation. It is only when you are by yourself that you can be receptive to the stillness of your inner voice. This is the voice that tells you what you need to know, the inner directive, the heart of your soul given words. This solitude is the place from which your originality and specialness issue. In your aloneness you hear music and see art most clearly. Only when you are alone can you receive the gifts the world presents. In your aloneness you are in touch with the energy that runs the world. The things you take from this place fortify your spirit with grace, forgive your ineptness, and fill you with new resolve. Learn to love being with yourself. It is the highest place to which you can aspire.Mesmericzenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899989520053942151noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6057669344888577884.post-88440118417979732222009-01-14T01:06:00.013+08:002009-01-14T01:28:03.320+08:00A friend's dedication song to the beloved that had gotten me in thinking for a precious relation with someone to come<span>Music by Jaci Velasquez<br /><br />Lyrics:<br /><br />As long as stars shine down from heaven<br />And the rivers run into the sea<br />Til the end of time forever<br />You are the only love I'll need<br /><br />In my life you are all that matters<br />In my eyes the only truth I see<br />When my hopes and dreams have shattered<br />You are the one that is there for me<br /><br />When I found you I was blessed<br />And I will never leave you<br />I need you<br /><br />Imagine me without you<br />I'd be lost and so confused<br />I wouldn't last a day I'd be afray<br />Without you there to see me through<br /><br />Imagine me without you<br />Lord You know it is just impossible<br />Because of you it is all brand new<br />my life is now worth while<br />I can't imagine me without you<br /><br />When you caught me I was falling<br />Your love lifted me back on my feet<br />It was like you heard my calling<br />And you rush to set me free<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/3JOBky-l284&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/3JOBky-l284&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /></span>Mesmericzenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899989520053942151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6057669344888577884.post-87933548014765384202009-01-10T00:02:00.008+08:002009-01-15T03:08:27.840+08:00Tour around Xi'an<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhf34mxPC7ZIRa-JQl09-5T4st500StEqfPyc8rCSO1q46oYgcmqRMFwNwIKkOs5uy27kbYAKxFj9DtspdWcccldtywXyOeE7Nb3eM0EK1fzredn3DpLOsdOrlliYT1QbJeIVfQwMA6nGI/s1600-h/DSC00200.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhf34mxPC7ZIRa-JQl09-5T4st500StEqfPyc8rCSO1q46oYgcmqRMFwNwIKkOs5uy27kbYAKxFj9DtspdWcccldtywXyOeE7Nb3eM0EK1fzredn3DpLOsdOrlliYT1QbJeIVfQwMA6nGI/s200/DSC00200.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289345639609964210" border="0" /></a><br />Lord Bao Ching Tian in an introduction on the Prefecture of Kaifeng (ancient China history)<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg8rEfGQBp59LsKXviNvmIFIBanZK1_VBu_63E2tzkJS5HqZ_8Hiz1SyxE-Qm1H04TRGP_VCAG388C3BXo1PNVtri6-Ok9GI4huyDAuEOJw5Bfg2QtvzjARpwmuLu_KI6-u-N5IoH5bog0/s1600-h/DSC00088.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg8rEfGQBp59LsKXviNvmIFIBanZK1_VBu_63E2tzkJS5HqZ_8Hiz1SyxE-Qm1H04TRGP_VCAG388C3BXo1PNVtri6-Ok9GI4huyDAuEOJw5Bfg2QtvzjARpwmuLu_KI6-u-N5IoH5bog0/s200/DSC00088.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289345633119136354" border="0" /></a><br />A family of 30<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjDwpaiTYTLKi8SV1gjmyMApdebaXLK0lhOa6c2cfPDJFz-9vm1XVRKWstWn8p8cjKu4GtMHWPJvdc6P4l1CBOiONQFJWgCnx-pG5IrFWlSZ99hlL-EbTYqHhr92F-ZRZ7zMTC94808f0M/s1600-h/DSC00005.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjDwpaiTYTLKi8SV1gjmyMApdebaXLK0lhOa6c2cfPDJFz-9vm1XVRKWstWn8p8cjKu4GtMHWPJvdc6P4l1CBOiONQFJWgCnx-pG5IrFWlSZ99hlL-EbTYqHhr92F-ZRZ7zMTC94808f0M/s200/DSC00005.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289345635338160930" border="0" /></a> a snapshot when Jason's embarrass<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjWWDyVWIm5ubM4yHihVNTj3MmM2OELGSw7NpvoCF4hzF6C2W6bxXLmvHueGYJKcd7MbPtesBpE0lXBjxoYS_XMVfHWxISVYxqZYLKsb829GiQI1crZRUB1luLyxOz4upWb8waHsCBLBXs/s1600-h/DSC00214.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjWWDyVWIm5ubM4yHihVNTj3MmM2OELGSw7NpvoCF4hzF6C2W6bxXLmvHueGYJKcd7MbPtesBpE0lXBjxoYS_XMVfHWxISVYxqZYLKsb829GiQI1crZRUB1luLyxOz4upWb8waHsCBLBXs/s200/DSC00214.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289345630984549922" border="0" /></a><br />earthquake causes some destruction to the tower, can u see what we're referring to?<br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHb7HhwHYN8KdpCdlvhT4G9Ebr6QCjforako7xMsQbzXnnFjHiTFj7NYqXj5iTEL2dOgGzvW9TiG_WC2HIsdf-vqf5JNPDb2eSyyTpU1y-KVdOnK4dVSyDW9xOI11neB6B6j1nVWI87do/s1600-h/DSC00211.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHb7HhwHYN8KdpCdlvhT4G9Ebr6QCjforako7xMsQbzXnnFjHiTFj7NYqXj5iTEL2dOgGzvW9TiG_WC2HIsdf-vqf5JNPDb2eSyyTpU1y-KVdOnK4dVSyDW9xOI11neB6B6j1nVWI87do/s200/DSC00211.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289345626715136370" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjmybfpkbXsQSgGOxNHG51N1u3Rhjl-rVxGXsoYwQEqHTR68Ko1z7qtg4bLdcDfLUviZfAGhyLiYXVa3C6Yn4VNl2f2-ds15-KdHFymC4lIJD0fnZtYpoqRTGXQSyS6CAXdo5bSlTMMJZE/s1600-h/DSC00198.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjmybfpkbXsQSgGOxNHG51N1u3Rhjl-rVxGXsoYwQEqHTR68Ko1z7qtg4bLdcDfLUviZfAGhyLiYXVa3C6Yn4VNl2f2-ds15-KdHFymC4lIJD0fnZtYpoqRTGXQSyS6CAXdo5bSlTMMJZE/s200/DSC00198.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289343350974545522" border="0" /></a><br />AHA! there's my high school senior!<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgf-xguFAdQpts8S4ikF_mXd-pw3-M4TPlaDCL2kAQbzrGTvOKsT6jrQe5Z11M0zdqOBVTyuLug4ibE3GBeTh2plmOsyNucegIO-NcrUFMhOF8CsPm1DHl9LEPmeN757mW8SK30i6zHR84/s1600-h/DSC00193.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgf-xguFAdQpts8S4ikF_mXd-pw3-M4TPlaDCL2kAQbzrGTvOKsT6jrQe5Z11M0zdqOBVTyuLug4ibE3GBeTh2plmOsyNucegIO-NcrUFMhOF8CsPm1DHl9LEPmeN757mW8SK30i6zHR84/s200/DSC00193.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289343339812655474" border="0" /></a><br />Jason the wacky with me & Sam<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhGyWJ-I1zLJd107HgFOu1dp9pIcdpHRkhLPwIhXA6wZRuekNE7VHAa1bpojYA4FhfZmclJD0hhLrXiy9FBDgRQxSCjuxndtci56Gl3TYOU69WHRPD6SFXDtE1oPPZ7dMAjZaTHFaoNWH0/s1600-h/DSC00192.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhGyWJ-I1zLJd107HgFOu1dp9pIcdpHRkhLPwIhXA6wZRuekNE7VHAa1bpojYA4FhfZmclJD0hhLrXiy9FBDgRQxSCjuxndtci56Gl3TYOU69WHRPD6SFXDtE1oPPZ7dMAjZaTHFaoNWH0/s200/DSC00192.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289343337217842738" border="0" /></a><br />*embarrass*<br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhCLCW9b-C77h86vFSvq4VfLfiefFYMFcdututAdb8EbmlUjF0DWBs4FRnVsTjYuhOZJPZnFerPInejFELZMw3pEWiGypuh04DcxQS6EFQSWzEkb5bM7KeaX4amDZ5UrdwVOm80-W8boJY/s1600-h/DSC00191.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; 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display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFAz3kqTWjfdm79fJy2xPe_EGzETESBKhvc_R7ky0TVAeZ_kWHZg5hcFOcxlzL7KW3Aapk2lnt-_6J6cgsfsJvGdFx_fdUZ6lI3vHIPVGlHYVIQJ8Qzf202aOOc4slOrj8Tmgqm1hBKd8/s200/DSC00194.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289341278089012274" border="0" /></a><br />At a scene of Master Tai Chi performance<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWjvBkyyUyTlumUyYKXM9wBbhcV8z3inSvMfyDVRD-vMLjtw_r5g0dpSppLHBkXjzuCab273T9vtyfCdF7Eg7p-enTL4shR5ecSyM-zFgoDylT6NQV7f-XhwLV6cq3m9hRpvqXSe7Lu98/s1600-h/DSC00184.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWjvBkyyUyTlumUyYKXM9wBbhcV8z3inSvMfyDVRD-vMLjtw_r5g0dpSppLHBkXjzuCab273T9vtyfCdF7Eg7p-enTL4shR5ecSyM-zFgoDylT6NQV7f-XhwLV6cq3m9hRpvqXSe7Lu98/s200/DSC00184.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289341278883852162" border="0" /> </a><br />Yuntaishan</div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgFpflGfuAlcK9Qjsq5ga68Qvp2M3PonCttS7daO4E_IcdOgAN4Ou-Kz1RM-Czq4XO6OC7IoW1Ha5bXiERoPTb1ll9IiO2dWoLzLQZRtmwKtbw-joQAxTlCEuPPi9DB7J-BfucDYp-ycrM/s1600-h/DSC00183.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; 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display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh277x4MFf3xa9w-olzk0dOMfhSsiCDFzKg_U54fw5w7I_iAVTgTQEi-EhbQ2eNWGrYAyicUOc3OHHgcH_n1h8kTIKrrGVkCHWInCnzpAfsvSiLsMIMYGHNtAI738FxXS5BAt2lmEZ6wSY/s200/DSC00179.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289341271081487890" border="0" /></a><br />Elementary school in suburb<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgW74PtnLvuukOruXWo-IhgHzcjmEO38E_LGlrOoxGbk3bviPuBAwhhS7qUCh2JYKLt5cPJeim7Pj-EgGniqImRMT96jQUH5aRVHntgwMWAfZrAooFL2_OsvyV0uwjy3AfclTcd7IpKyjU/s1600-h/DSC00174.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgW74PtnLvuukOruXWo-IhgHzcjmEO38E_LGlrOoxGbk3bviPuBAwhhS7qUCh2JYKLt5cPJeim7Pj-EgGniqImRMT96jQUH5aRVHntgwMWAfZrAooFL2_OsvyV0uwjy3AfclTcd7IpKyjU/s200/DSC00174.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289339466160291522" border="0" /></a><br />The kids at a the village<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjxUxV5t_TixnfKLYhv7Fnp2VGg16KAKuF-zvGau8a2DzxnNLAZ-vIvT-LquqfyELAIQUAdMuV9a2ukSd3zrmTW789gRSumXkC-mrmZWIVZ3ewPjX1NYtXGX__jFlud1TYEwknCtHTwycg/s1600-h/DSC00169.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; 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display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh_5cp9juMQJYmUHCoGnlnnlmPDuvvoaC0Ob0xHlaZ0vvXmK05hvEnHV856CaeP_f1M9dxF_y8mg4_LK_MzmgW-l_BHuzXD5X47hd8R88jOaD7upe1LQVx0uKKS0RXxLhUP4RusbSI_-uk/s200/DSC00110.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289332573722018562" border="0" /> </a><br />Songshan Shaolin Scenic Spots<br />(once there was a kid whom is a diciple to the Shaolin Kung Fu master became a star in an overnight due to his talent & was given an opportunity to act in TVB. Soon, he was best sought after from Japan, China & Hong Kong's entertainment industry to participate in most action-pack movies. He has now been studying & yet to show any sign of making a career in acting. )<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh1FYjrT5EpGx2BvJD4rZk-hK1o1iCMCHxoInfjbNdh81jRSR0-QQXyWKJhJMjMFp-xxtE_g8MPrXroIJl1x8BzuJYY2ea73jgn7HRWtNJeFCIYcvsJLtDeAx_8nbNbxSq1T8hE4eCdAYo/s1600-h/DSC00103.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh1FYjrT5EpGx2BvJD4rZk-hK1o1iCMCHxoInfjbNdh81jRSR0-QQXyWKJhJMjMFp-xxtE_g8MPrXroIJl1x8BzuJYY2ea73jgn7HRWtNJeFCIYcvsJLtDeAx_8nbNbxSq1T8hE4eCdAYo/s200/DSC00103.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289332569140073506" border="0" /> </a><br />Found a Chi hua hua on the street in China.<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWfSZk_qVzlhuB6Nx2q4NxFBtALp_gDsz3LTD5COjpLpzOlS-OJlLGNW4VA6cPz_heJp6urWKW5b-QtBQLHPS5f1u9QeeVXAereTvYqnHhjVGonHzGYsemNsVThRzBBHdqTvlcALPxdsQ/s1600-h/DSC00102.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWfSZk_qVzlhuB6Nx2q4NxFBtALp_gDsz3LTD5COjpLpzOlS-OJlLGNW4VA6cPz_heJp6urWKW5b-QtBQLHPS5f1u9QeeVXAereTvYqnHhjVGonHzGYsemNsVThRzBBHdqTvlcALPxdsQ/s200/DSC00102.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289332563994654322" border="0" /></a><br />"Gimme a kiss-muack"<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEihwiv6w4bZR8tFSvO-3mMuLlh57dbUxqqgYLxWDCtg9-jMBBU7k7stBT_b3VaPekGnWq4sWQrUtuyDjkO3MnhJ0zMpE3MqmBR8WIJ7YTjfGXjbZyUADJE495yNQCs754HJFNZGpb2vxKY/s1600-h/DSC00097.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEihwiv6w4bZR8tFSvO-3mMuLlh57dbUxqqgYLxWDCtg9-jMBBU7k7stBT_b3VaPekGnWq4sWQrUtuyDjkO3MnhJ0zMpE3MqmBR8WIJ7YTjfGXjbZyUADJE495yNQCs754HJFNZGpb2vxKY/s200/DSC00097.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289332561942588178" border="0" /></a><br />My crush is in the pic! Find him if you could!!^^<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXJONDLrlcjn_1RByve-43vWtf3YIW-BVtT9jQGu9RkcAYs0ZZBqO8j2D8CFCg2HtFRwfPhyphenhyphenHBCe1CAUkHL9PMkDlIaIPApRTdOZlVqE75y1WrWshsU123SNFEdeX5Vd9ndOq9lHtuJ4Q/s1600-h/DSC00091.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXJONDLrlcjn_1RByve-43vWtf3YIW-BVtT9jQGu9RkcAYs0ZZBqO8j2D8CFCg2HtFRwfPhyphenhyphenHBCe1CAUkHL9PMkDlIaIPApRTdOZlVqE75y1WrWshsU123SNFEdeX5Vd9ndOq9lHtuJ4Q/s200/DSC00091.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289332558378640178" border="0" /></a><br />The moment of self actualization<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhryMd1uNKSWtvxKl96vVWjsqMZ19QZeZQ2f423jSEIRi9LVk4Q-_kMIp4fKsdCq6ZQzWZw7vMTxoas679xy2wvNxeAQRxXAalzza4FYPbdUNzUjLxDRaQq4kFz3Bcg5mLgfRTmPIDHNLI/s1600-h/DSC00089.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhryMd1uNKSWtvxKl96vVWjsqMZ19QZeZQ2f423jSEIRi9LVk4Q-_kMIp4fKsdCq6ZQzWZw7vMTxoas679xy2wvNxeAQRxXAalzza4FYPbdUNzUjLxDRaQq4kFz3Bcg5mLgfRTmPIDHNLI/s200/DSC00089.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289330712901091938" border="0" /></a><br />*woot* cool mom!<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwDksiqY4bNQdSml-DCmD2YX0Zac5-E5w4Rp8nime8RvRLp_l8VVI2jZNsdEpAU4Qd1yzDCb-PAhRMWSJjWtaiCbzv92pwXpy7DG5SG97HndVfOHC6OkxMQXP7p_QnJLTSqdOjbhMB2lY/s1600-h/DSC00060.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwDksiqY4bNQdSml-DCmD2YX0Zac5-E5w4Rp8nime8RvRLp_l8VVI2jZNsdEpAU4Qd1yzDCb-PAhRMWSJjWtaiCbzv92pwXpy7DG5SG97HndVfOHC6OkxMQXP7p_QnJLTSqdOjbhMB2lY/s200/DSC00060.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289330710590774434" border="0" /></a><br />was trying to get some shade<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOa-tRVr1ihVq_0I0-KWsZ83QmNWAu2UozmoNdElEQaxd3iahYYtgtp_L-WOb7rPzfmM5at-1PAHh2DqT7w4OPqFYMo_GDpFSOyaZpViO3AeOTXHX7SUAjOEskkaY9pdw3AFez7MEUOV8/s1600-h/DSC00058.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOa-tRVr1ihVq_0I0-KWsZ83QmNWAu2UozmoNdElEQaxd3iahYYtgtp_L-WOb7rPzfmM5at-1PAHh2DqT7w4OPqFYMo_GDpFSOyaZpViO3AeOTXHX7SUAjOEskkaY9pdw3AFez7MEUOV8/s200/DSC00058.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289330703310020978" border="0" /></a>At the coffee table for a "loong piau piau" drink<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgEAbDlCJrSFdGKg8wM_naapIVcK1Y_aatHOezFTYdhHnZcg4l8_zW65Nwyb3g3s1GcCFd80nzU3Rc6_IZuwJGlW49Imzufj3afxhINJBfjM89FVSyKYTiKu2SSd410HDaBw-wtzMmntQU/s1600-h/DSC00056.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgEAbDlCJrSFdGKg8wM_naapIVcK1Y_aatHOezFTYdhHnZcg4l8_zW65Nwyb3g3s1GcCFd80nzU3Rc6_IZuwJGlW49Imzufj3afxhINJBfjM89FVSyKYTiKu2SSd410HDaBw-wtzMmntQU/s200/DSC00056.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289330702310955874" border="0" /></a><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhkAUu7mQ_i3j4aPF4jCT8iNNPHr1HtrpTsywZNVUv5VciHoWaPs4DqbjtTQYPfRDZq4cWXUSvYhf86ZDdGcsU9OU7L76Z2MdSa9B1ePUTtS7xZIa9sJOCcbaHrsZmb_IKJ3f7SVBK2BMQ/s1600-h/DSC00054.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; 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display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh-OHWHzjrdmX1wADc64cvPT-wLMInWbcA3lLIa4Yv0jU0BpxGvZ2iVoLeaX7SoK2iXbVXMkAO25CyoDs0X1AZa9-cuogalOINmH9PmMca-tZ7G-_xiF4nlEF2fav1MvgZWw2Qq1DiA4Qk/s200/DSC00052.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289328048098313570" border="0" /></a>Elaine & mom<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjEY-sCBTykbRigX_AcAyAoSwopXB-aG0SEvBkNd4AH92MP0tHf_K4-OZXopsajv0ahMSjC8tebvMVkkeXy_OciDDLUlBGhFn0I672wsAi5n4q5wKSvKmnZ-GK16UyvJN1zU0eZMxzheGg/s1600-h/DSC00048.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjEY-sCBTykbRigX_AcAyAoSwopXB-aG0SEvBkNd4AH92MP0tHf_K4-OZXopsajv0ahMSjC8tebvMVkkeXy_OciDDLUlBGhFn0I672wsAi5n4q5wKSvKmnZ-GK16UyvJN1zU0eZMxzheGg/s200/DSC00048.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289328035691410498" border="0" /></a>z(UoU)z<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiroR6QYr0i7tkK19jcl9pFxVsbKp94ORs1K_541ehzjaIj1YXHoBTBv3UkxYgZ5_aaYN4fJjzoT8MbNBm0c_X9iSGbcMLjpQEey1Yj-nldSNVgdW8QZCF9wfrx_SxVyMOzSu3UdXwN8Wg/s1600-h/DSC00046.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiroR6QYr0i7tkK19jcl9pFxVsbKp94ORs1K_541ehzjaIj1YXHoBTBv3UkxYgZ5_aaYN4fJjzoT8MbNBm0c_X9iSGbcMLjpQEey1Yj-nldSNVgdW8QZCF9wfrx_SxVyMOzSu3UdXwN8Wg/s200/DSC00046.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289328035885879794" border="0" /></a><br />Dynasty-Tang Palace Cultural Dance<br />Spring outing Dance<br />Hua Qing Palace instrumental<br />Masked Warriors Dance<br />Spring Orioles Song (A Pai Xiao Solo)<br />Feather Dress Dance<br />White Sleeve Dance<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgQg8Ho7BM8MLJNIAUzOFhyphenhyphendehlyC6sfJEopyiIz9fBHzHQG79HHWExK2u2AaFgT388ep79rMxCvTLYFhwkpiyiXsc5EDEhPkTnHTSq6WJMgHKssiL7A4xTIBBJCDvng6VPwje8vzcmTeY/s1600-h/DSC00040.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgQg8Ho7BM8MLJNIAUzOFhyphenhyphendehlyC6sfJEopyiIz9fBHzHQG79HHWExK2u2AaFgT388ep79rMxCvTLYFhwkpiyiXsc5EDEhPkTnHTSq6WJMgHKssiL7A4xTIBBJCDvng6VPwje8vzcmTeY/s200/DSC00040.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289328034640134514" border="0" /></a><br />Elaine & mom at the Tang Palace Dinner Table of Shanxi Grand Opera House in Xi'an China<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhYZ_tzq3420T4H8vs0m8Nad2dOXs4ehTlVZ2zjs-WsIBeUR0IhK-0Q5VvjCJ2RwUHrmWGw1zTM5rlGa9DjpuxTX1c9t2UcyjtZWahZMWQHrZPkj3weoqEFD0eaQHYcnicCS_0ZGSwsDC0/s1600-h/DSC00038.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhYZ_tzq3420T4H8vs0m8Nad2dOXs4ehTlVZ2zjs-WsIBeUR0IhK-0Q5VvjCJ2RwUHrmWGw1zTM5rlGa9DjpuxTX1c9t2UcyjtZWahZMWQHrZPkj3weoqEFD0eaQHYcnicCS_0ZGSwsDC0/s200/DSC00038.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289326294630860674" border="0" /></a>Me at Yang Gui Fei's & emperor's recreational park<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjh1dso_FIQeewoqXlB3qwKsupvmMc1Q5rN05xRkw3VVdMRL5IrM3chtFmT8D52Sk9L-Ne0XKHQfd11ufjOHzpVGtD0_SidzBkRnPH8gnUTdvqA2OIb4pihSSvYwpCdU3HyJC-_Wao3YO4/s1600-h/DSC00036.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjh1dso_FIQeewoqXlB3qwKsupvmMc1Q5rN05xRkw3VVdMRL5IrM3chtFmT8D52Sk9L-Ne0XKHQfd11ufjOHzpVGtD0_SidzBkRnPH8gnUTdvqA2OIb4pihSSvYwpCdU3HyJC-_Wao3YO4/s200/DSC00036.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289326289246343618" border="0" /></a><br />Beauty Yang's spa<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHOXDh_yhZavkrych_l-MnXM8E628yk7CNPkT9JsTAPnQ20h4umpp1kn_g63H81D516zpQjUUY875pN4kCMC8jLedmwhLhu7YmPWhXXV5Fg3W8AMkmPUwfOaGuoZGFW01ZWiefOzAJ58Q/s1600-h/DSC00032.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHOXDh_yhZavkrych_l-MnXM8E628yk7CNPkT9JsTAPnQ20h4umpp1kn_g63H81D516zpQjUUY875pN4kCMC8jLedmwhLhu7YmPWhXXV5Fg3W8AMkmPUwfOaGuoZGFW01ZWiefOzAJ58Q/s200/DSC00032.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289326291417355170" border="0" /></a><br />Beauty Yang after a Hot Spring bath<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgk43kTJ9DqsR-nGrhFPNi2s4GQkN1_H66lkTeUa4j_-wccBiAOc6a_cA7SJJJQq1JKIe0MJ9T3b9LcKzG51FayA2nAPQEfHw6jX-xaBNmJDm_woi0YmO2Uq1aBxpRvJ7-z2ENOWj_UVyA/s1600-h/DSC00017.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgk43kTJ9DqsR-nGrhFPNi2s4GQkN1_H66lkTeUa4j_-wccBiAOc6a_cA7SJJJQq1JKIe0MJ9T3b9LcKzG51FayA2nAPQEfHw6jX-xaBNmJDm_woi0YmO2Uq1aBxpRvJ7-z2ENOWj_UVyA/s200/DSC00017.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289326281203403682" border="0" /></a><br />Terracotta sculpture<br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXwe_txOBMnrp0QEj0W8FQ6W8fYN42ofkD340YavVJyPl3xq-_U9oIwt0Y28S2zGjnujZWt9fqZmV1xSvh_btgsili1PystRQMb-iZaSsMEtofC4uSZiWXLgrS0mubq4MzA_bypJ3NH4E/s1600-h/DSC00013.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXwe_txOBMnrp0QEj0W8FQ6W8fYN42ofkD340YavVJyPl3xq-_U9oIwt0Y28S2zGjnujZWt9fqZmV1xSvh_btgsili1PystRQMb-iZaSsMEtofC4uSZiWXLgrS0mubq4MzA_bypJ3NH4E/s200/DSC00013.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289326276807315506" border="0" /></a>Mesmericzenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899989520053942151noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6057669344888577884.post-21022482798610746442009-01-05T23:47:00.002+08:002009-01-06T00:40:17.348+08:00Don't Take It PersonallyPEOPLE ARE SELFISH. THEY'RE WRAPPED UP IN THEIR OWN WORLD. THEY DON'T NOTICE YOUR SUFFERING OR CELEBRATE YOUR SUCCESS. DON'T TAKE IT PERSONALLY. DISINTEREST SEEMS TO BE THE WAY OF THE WORLD. THIS IS NEITHER WRONG NOR RIGHT, NEITHER GOOD NOR BAD. IT SIMPLY IS THE WAY IT IS. THINK HOW IT WOULD BE IF PEOPLE DID NOTICE EVERY TIME YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG. THEY'D POINT IT OUT TO YOU. THEY'D CONFUSE YOU WITH SUGGESTIONS. THEY'D ANGER YOU WITH THEIR INTRUSIONS. IT WOULD BE HARDER TO MAKE CORRECTIONS AND MOVE ON. DON'T TAKE IT PERSONALLY WHEN A STRANGER GETS ANGRY AT YOU; ASSUME THAT IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU. HE'D BEEN HOLDING IN HIS FEELINGS A LONG TIME BEFORE YOU CAME INTO HIS LIFE. DON'T TAKE IT PERSONALLY WHEN YOUR NEIGHBOR COMPLAINS ABOUT YOUR DOG, WHEN A CAR BREAKS DOWN RIGHT AFTER YOU HAD IT FIXED, OR WHEN THE COMPUTER FAILS AND IMPORTANT DATA ARE LOST. ( ok, i know it's difficult )<br /><br />THE NEGATIVITY THAT YOU CHOOSE TO REACT TO IS ONLY A SOUNDING BOARD FOR WHAT YOU FEEL INSIDE. THESE SAME EVENTS WOULD HAVE HAPPENED WHETHER YOU WERE THERE OR NOT. IF YOU DIDN'T FEEL BAD ABOUT YOURSELF, YOU NEVER WOULD HAVE TAKEN THE EVENTS OF THE WORLD SO PERSONALLY. THE OUTSIDE WORLD HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU. The world is within you - all the caring, all the sublime inspiration, all the doubt. The way you react to the world only reflects how you feel about yourself.Mesmericzenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899989520053942151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6057669344888577884.post-16827889906021190202009-01-05T23:00:00.002+08:002009-01-05T23:15:42.746+08:00The Wisdom of FeelingsIn feelings there is wisdom, for the simplest feelings speak the greatest truth. Pain in life comes from avoiding the truth that your feelings tell. Become comfortable with your feelings, because your feelings are your life. Trust your feelings. They're the only true guidance you'll ever get. If you know what you're feeling, you know what the world is revealing to you. If you cannot be true to your feelings, you cannot be true to yourself. Trust them, but first you have to know what you really feel. When you find out when a feeling STARTED, you also find out WHY. The feelings you are afraid to release cause you to hold onto other things. Stay-up-to-date with your feelings. Don't store them. When a feeling ages, it becomes less honest. The more immediately you express your hurt, the more completely it resolves. Stand up for your feelings and you're free to be yourself. You have to be able to cry to live fully, for tears in the right place cause healing. Your feelings are explanation enough. Let them speak. The greatest credential is the human heart.Mesmericzenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899989520053942151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6057669344888577884.post-79492759933218900842008-12-28T15:28:00.002+08:002008-12-28T15:38:57.839+08:00Pay your own wayOK, Listen.<br />Here's an interesting idea. It has some wonderful benefits. <br />Pay your own way.<br />You won't owe anyone anything. Anything!<br /><br />You won't be compromised by the fear of disappointing people. Other people's expectations will simply be their expections, not your obligation. <br />You can make your own decision: where to go, what to do, where to stay, what to eat, when to leave, and when to remain home. You can say no without feeling guilty and yes without feeling selfish. <br /><br />If you cannot afford the things you want to do without someone else's paying for you, let it be a reminder of your limitations, an encouragement to expand. Reality is creativity's best inspiration. <br /><br />If you want to do something that badly, you'll do it. You'll make a plan or figure out a way. You can do it if you really want to. <br /><br />And if you can't figure out a way to do what you want right now, then you have an even more valuable lesson to learn. Maybe you can rethink how you live your life, what makes you happy, what you can and can't afford. Maybe our work needs to be more fulfilling so you don't feel you need to reward yourself for suffering at a boring job. <br /><br />A happy life is scaled to your reality, not your fantasy. <br /><br />A wealthy person can have anything he wants-but not everything. <br /><br />A rich person needs nothing.<br /><br />A poor person feels in debt to the entire world.Mesmericzenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899989520053942151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6057669344888577884.post-59659840087717016572008-12-28T14:51:00.003+08:002008-12-28T15:24:23.952+08:00Dictation - A voice to rememberCharles Dickens began by pasting labels on blacking posts. The tragedy of his first love penetrated the depths of his soul, and converted him into one of the world's truly great authors. That tragedy produced, first, David Copperfield, then a succession of other works that made this a richer and better world for all who read his books. Disappointment over love affairs, generally has the effect of driving men to drink, and women to ruin; and this is because most people never learn the <span style="font-style: italic;">art of transforming their strongest emotions into dreams of a constructive nature. <br /><br /> </span>Hellen Keller became deaf, dumb,and blind shortly after birth. Despite her greatest misfortune, she has written her name indelibly in the pages of the history of the great. Her entire life has served as evidence that <span style="font-style: italic;">no one ever is defeated until defeat has been accepted as a reality. </span><br /><br /> Robert Burns was an illiterate country lad, he was cursed by poverty, and grew up to be a drunkard in the bargain. The world was made better for his having lived, because he clothed beautiful thoughts in poetry, and thereby plucked a thorn and planted a rose in its place. <br /><br /> Booker T. Washington was born in slavery, handicapped by race an d color. Because he was tolerant, had an open mind at all times, on all subjects, and was a <span style="font-style: italic;">dreamer, </span>he left his impression for good on an entire race. <br /><br /> Bethoveen was deaf, Milton was blind, but their names will last as long as time endures, because they dreamed and translated their dreams into organized thoughts. <br /><br />There is a difference between <span style="font-style: italic;">wishing</span> for a thing and being <span style="font-style: italic;">ready</span> to receive it. No one is <span style="font-style: italic;">ready </span>for a thing, until he <span style="font-style: italic;">believes</span> he can acquire it. The state of mind must be <span style="font-style: italic;">belief</span>, not mere hope or wish. Open-mindedness is essential for belief. Closed minds do not inspire faith, courage and belief. <br /><br />Remember, no more effort is required to aim high in life, to demand abundance and prosperity, than is required to accept misery and poverty. <br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-style: italic;">Think and Grow Rich</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-style: italic;"></span> <br /></div><span style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span>Mesmericzenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899989520053942151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6057669344888577884.post-21289660688183017952008-12-28T14:38:00.003+08:002008-12-28T14:50:49.148+08:00Universal truth through lines<div style="text-align: center;">"I bargained with Life for a penny,<br /> And Life would pay no more,<br />However i begged at evening<br />When I counted my scanty store."<br /><br />"For Life is just an employer,<br />He gives you what you ask,<br />But once you have set the wages,<br />Why, you must bear the task."<br /><br />"I worked for a menial's hire,<br />Only to learn, dismayed,<br />That any wage I had asked of Life,<br />Life would have willingly paid."<br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;">Written by:<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">A great poet</span><br /></div></div>Mesmericzenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899989520053942151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6057669344888577884.post-42727067018822857172008-12-18T00:47:00.004+08:002008-12-18T01:37:50.729+08:00IdleThe Devilish mind: I can't seem to set my mind on something which needs more consideration. I haven't done any deep thinking into what comes in the next phases. I need time but am aware it's running out. I couldn't catch nor find my way back to square one. It's a disappointment by far. I hate losing my true self...was that an external psychology taking its way in...Where in particular are my passion? What could be done to find them? Why am i feeling sulky towards unimportant stuff? Where are my principles...<br /><br />The Angelic mind: I've got to fish it out. Fear not. You know what you wanted. List them out like you had enlisted them. You had your mental notes. Search them from your system. You'll be amazed at how enlighten you are as you did. Read the inspirational books. Keep your materialization at bay. Survive frugally is your prioritized goal. One million spent on me has to have its worth. You've got to triple the figure in years time. There's no such thing as intentional studies. One leads to another and you don't predict. You wouldn't know where you'll be diverted into. You'll know when you are in a position for it. Enrich yourself with the potentials. Don't sway from your goals to gold. Last but not least, be grateful. Thank lord for sending me to the world of competence where it's the best place to grow. Growing up with responsibilities and expectations are transcendent. I'm grateful.Mesmericzenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899989520053942151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6057669344888577884.post-69652182979329449352008-11-21T06:29:00.015+08:002008-11-22T19:44:19.763+08:002008 Reunion<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEig2xbBvMenru47VDBsOeGIa2gCOT-pofMtSMdduhtfZw-1iLsr_uH3WEVVY5QuaaOLyGK0Ynpj5ITzVrQZbJQW6esuWdwdaYjLV1P_hXoAmQECUDBWu3iy8rSeCdjXIIclzIS3StqMyWQ/s1600-h/Friends+020.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEig2xbBvMenru47VDBsOeGIa2gCOT-pofMtSMdduhtfZw-1iLsr_uH3WEVVY5QuaaOLyGK0Ynpj5ITzVrQZbJQW6esuWdwdaYjLV1P_hXoAmQECUDBWu3iy8rSeCdjXIIclzIS3StqMyWQ/s200/Friends+020.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5270964157858103282" border="0" /></a>Lone<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiD53ASmUwR6xEM_inxlwH8rfpx1hyphenhyphenlBccx2EUBbnzgh81ujDLwT25dUzE89uoHnHLkpdJrK0DHUg53KzTrNtdzIsxLX9VC1MltoM5T5FudBnVdcyAPKXr0wddbhYAjztmAlN-PwKIwp74/s1600-h/Friends+021.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiD53ASmUwR6xEM_inxlwH8rfpx1hyphenhyphenlBccx2EUBbnzgh81ujDLwT25dUzE89uoHnHLkpdJrK0DHUg53KzTrNtdzIsxLX9VC1MltoM5T5FudBnVdcyAPKXr0wddbhYAjztmAlN-PwKIwp74/s200/Friends+021.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5270964154073334834" border="0" /></a>Camera hoppin'<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJmEzy_VZvQj_Uw-CB28LtvUx9V55TKg2TYj6ARTt8Jcrex5fhdcBTD5uUOgBDXtkGfBeKxsn0eZiL3pj9U2eCpc3i_cwxNRfTmXGVRGrLZMUGB5GLSPzB-JhC__-sktG2whsH3sAgn9A/s1600-h/Friends+004.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJmEzy_VZvQj_Uw-CB28LtvUx9V55TKg2TYj6ARTt8Jcrex5fhdcBTD5uUOgBDXtkGfBeKxsn0eZiL3pj9U2eCpc3i_cwxNRfTmXGVRGrLZMUGB5GLSPzB-JhC__-sktG2whsH3sAgn9A/s200/Friends+004.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5270881069187054514" border="0" /></a><br />*squint squint*<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjKRLxOGmarGe0wpM-Y2G2CpyQDicD8YJrkxcgjVvUbGyLuXv5YW2FSVA8nSsCkz-i7obJeOKR7qC5IBhAIzcllBMV618Gnl-3V2C2pN4YMq-agmMUYMl4Q2hp4_HRWPUhFeF-UaK65k48/s1600-h/Friends+023.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjKRLxOGmarGe0wpM-Y2G2CpyQDicD8YJrkxcgjVvUbGyLuXv5YW2FSVA8nSsCkz-i7obJeOKR7qC5IBhAIzcllBMV618Gnl-3V2C2pN4YMq-agmMUYMl4Q2hp4_HRWPUhFeF-UaK65k48/s200/Friends+023.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5270881054935318306" border="0" /></a>Modelling the dark glasses from LSM Sunwear (you do know the initials, don't u guys!)<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgSwJqs2wvCdFx9ZMdxYpJpMhPi_x1VWHJOPFafsYepAkHN3n1HRddPb57QM_Y3aFY4J4F0yBLWnIXqWMCG-QoQnuv8e5dnG7pNnMRUNxNaxHBKL1IdpRWU6mXnxTPAx4NJZHSMD3nPIQc/s1600-h/Friends+022.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgSwJqs2wvCdFx9ZMdxYpJpMhPi_x1VWHJOPFafsYepAkHN3n1HRddPb57QM_Y3aFY4J4F0yBLWnIXqWMCG-QoQnuv8e5dnG7pNnMRUNxNaxHBKL1IdpRWU6mXnxTPAx4NJZHSMD3nPIQc/s200/Friends+022.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5270881047129481938" border="0" /></a>whimsical Kenn with poised Ivanka ;><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhA0BqFUHTbvAFqYS8ybKRTqkexUVM1F5J_aotDJsAehwsfFdfdj24NOWFHxYxJjMO5c4Jn16GOftbMOEERjNA0B0EeXA6W1w6iAXrjIKk3sdkgmq9kneKPaO8-ykSqtNaW5BlHTM8sO70/s1600-h/Friends+027.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhA0BqFUHTbvAFqYS8ybKRTqkexUVM1F5J_aotDJsAehwsfFdfdj24NOWFHxYxJjMO5c4Jn16GOftbMOEERjNA0B0EeXA6W1w6iAXrjIKk3sdkgmq9kneKPaO8-ykSqtNaW5BlHTM8sO70/s200/Friends+027.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5270878811451276162" border="0" /></a>the sympathizing look<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi7IrqrnzOqOJPkYwmVPrWDaPw4-e2H02KiTb8B7RstYia3FtqUlMnL-qWFHWBXBAbdFrNTYutne806MdPCM07lF3LkTLSVRHj4z2OgDtDl3zvvROVTqvozGegHgGg9incbDSvZz4aNQ48/s1600-h/Friends+015.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi7IrqrnzOqOJPkYwmVPrWDaPw4-e2H02KiTb8B7RstYia3FtqUlMnL-qWFHWBXBAbdFrNTYutne806MdPCM07lF3LkTLSVRHj4z2OgDtDl3zvvROVTqvozGegHgGg9incbDSvZz4aNQ48/s200/Friends+015.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5270878806527012802" border="0" /></a>*Na na**Do you have this neck drape??*<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi2XfmTDk8EU39lxai98meOp54gA_YvZLvxn3265JAFIuKzxVSUH_WyfrPC9qD-M9e88G-CLEkoigDzVwd3UZRY5F5DuxQaVfLcdTDbQUKLDOvbgOhcRo7KeMZVv03D7KcX3Ak0rgJeR0I/s1600-h/Friends+017.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi2XfmTDk8EU39lxai98meOp54gA_YvZLvxn3265JAFIuKzxVSUH_WyfrPC9qD-M9e88G-CLEkoigDzVwd3UZRY5F5DuxQaVfLcdTDbQUKLDOvbgOhcRo7KeMZVv03D7KcX3Ak0rgJeR0I/s200/Friends+017.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5270878804371244258" border="0" /></a>Mr Funky<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhfz2DRS1duTskR2XaRElji_LuuCKUg8Dq99CF_NLIWBGG_Cgwgjh4Do9NGjLsHGTQjCxusTXLfQWqJGICHI1_uUFG9aLeG4aCOWTR-aWrlEaotwc4vDsJKKcYgMUgn2RUE5W9t2sn36Hg/s1600-h/Friends+010.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhfz2DRS1duTskR2XaRElji_LuuCKUg8Dq99CF_NLIWBGG_Cgwgjh4Do9NGjLsHGTQjCxusTXLfQWqJGICHI1_uUFG9aLeG4aCOWTR-aWrlEaotwc4vDsJKKcYgMUgn2RUE5W9t2sn36Hg/s200/Friends+010.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5270878797505803730" border="0" /></a>*I'm a 'gentleman' so forget bout the grab*<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgSmY3VZfUVkra2ZIzhVK4gxRFhM-zKpLdacSM_s0DRptnRqwYXAcPV_CdEe2vaCGSqO-mIxtSJusb9onIg8DC4BfpvL3ZiL_WeelVfIMSPpKzPcA7p6eUFhheppfyYjRH35BmzgAZnDz4/s1600-h/Friends+009.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgSmY3VZfUVkra2ZIzhVK4gxRFhM-zKpLdacSM_s0DRptnRqwYXAcPV_CdEe2vaCGSqO-mIxtSJusb9onIg8DC4BfpvL3ZiL_WeelVfIMSPpKzPcA7p6eUFhheppfyYjRH35BmzgAZnDz4/s200/Friends+009.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5270878788770312418" border="0" /></a>*squint tzz**Let's play cool*<br /><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiCCSAUthJxxbjI6seKUytCRqsqjWjhQfg6XriNT7ONN3GXKQHXwI7Zvo7OtIaRVTDM25TB43A-_kFbo-29FmseDMLVzWZIwtLxBw0xUGoNWyeeRq0CZTFC09PwPjrzsPaeGPIlELgHKiw/s1600-h/Friends+014.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiCCSAUthJxxbjI6seKUytCRqsqjWjhQfg6XriNT7ONN3GXKQHXwI7Zvo7OtIaRVTDM25TB43A-_kFbo-29FmseDMLVzWZIwtLxBw0xUGoNWyeeRq0CZTFC09PwPjrzsPaeGPIlELgHKiw/s200/Friends+014.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5270876743194265906" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgmwyProaC7wa_-vIwYt-HoI2e5C0Vs7_xzL4TnXUmpA-RKYZOHh9IQSGiHSxiv1McegPXkhOChF79e3yibNWWaEP-q1F1hUPUXZ0RoDDHiUiqs7u1B3qKroo71Ve1cTmXtx652Dq3rzVo/s1600-h/Friends+013.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; 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display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEilEaT6roHlZkmXkf0dRIBkJJQGoOrkFBklcNjAdmSDZG6pa4l_J4ei3WLHntpVwxhtEl2lfOBUB6KV_I5r5g-k8nunT3qptSzIYmnLaWBvKOtz97qF_XmBmX98qTQT_yVHKoxtZBHhIP4/s200/Friends+025.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5270872522069744834" border="0" /></a><br />*Our preppy image*<br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEilEaT6roHlZkmXkf0dRIBkJJQGoOrkFBklcNjAdmSDZG6pa4l_J4ei3WLHntpVwxhtEl2lfOBUB6KV_I5r5g-k8nunT3qptSzIYmnLaWBvKOtz97qF_XmBmX98qTQT_yVHKoxtZBHhIP4/s1600-h/Friends+025.jpg"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"></span></span></a></div>Mesmericzenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899989520053942151noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6057669344888577884.post-59029748381944635152008-11-11T00:00:00.002+08:002008-11-11T00:08:51.516+08:00A talk at Kane Hall in University of Washington campus<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/RjALf12PAWc&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/RjALf12PAWc&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><br />She is the author of 'The end of America' , Naomi wolf. Seriously, i felt sad for the proposition 8 in California after knowing it from Nick and it could be some crisis, maybe you know.<br /> Anyway, this book should be as interesting as 'The Tipping Point' i read in 2006.Mesmericzenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899989520053942151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6057669344888577884.post-59419420544904434042008-11-09T00:30:00.004+08:002008-11-09T01:31:24.907+08:00Important Dates<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj-NgdPf1of1RQ-QvSN-4u6mYWvsFbZP1BShQsTAPL_aEUX8Df2c0vaEzC3-YBYzKjRyK_P42h7aRpZhT12ZWSpDHk0jrQoWEDkcqQIou4Ow9ggWPaJsTH-XTQqJxdKMbBJWiV9as-IC-E/s1600-h/Picture+121.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj-NgdPf1of1RQ-QvSN-4u6mYWvsFbZP1BShQsTAPL_aEUX8Df2c0vaEzC3-YBYzKjRyK_P42h7aRpZhT12ZWSpDHk0jrQoWEDkcqQIou4Ow9ggWPaJsTH-XTQqJxdKMbBJWiV9as-IC-E/s200/Picture+121.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5266338828322396562" border="0" /></a>Lucky<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjwRc6vbkFFp3rw8XwdPU6s89qEijXOwUqsHDOhgVtIXOPppeSZLblty4lfanHhdVlWsBi9huF9xM-6PT1_BVxndKnsgzUI0YBVBVR1N6cwtKh8egbrTahvwzKstHsGtW8hU4LpVOxlD04/s1600-h/Picture+041.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjwRc6vbkFFp3rw8XwdPU6s89qEijXOwUqsHDOhgVtIXOPppeSZLblty4lfanHhdVlWsBi9huF9xM-6PT1_BVxndKnsgzUI0YBVBVR1N6cwtKh8egbrTahvwzKstHsGtW8hU4LpVOxlD04/s200/Picture+041.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5266338823252068658" border="0" /></a>Tommy<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhtC73rJARAsjTabw2yLc7QQzqHNxOCgRrBNl5G7A2aeY3Wxwu7QsvmfnNxgjI391XR_HruStjgXpbXhXOxdmxcH7aCMfVC-G54dIyghyphenhyphenrvNM0rLDZ5aznsWWTtlViRso_4ypgouwrhPTU/s1600-h/Picture+070.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhtC73rJARAsjTabw2yLc7QQzqHNxOCgRrBNl5G7A2aeY3Wxwu7QsvmfnNxgjI391XR_HruStjgXpbXhXOxdmxcH7aCMfVC-G54dIyghyphenhyphenrvNM0rLDZ5aznsWWTtlViRso_4ypgouwrhPTU/s200/Picture+070.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5266338815892129218" border="0" /></a>Tzuki<br /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div> Tzuki-Leong; born in April 5th 2006, arrived in May 4th 2006 ( 10 days before my birthday <br />& 37 days before mum's ). Godfathered & adopted in the late 20th of September 2008, the day<br />he left us for his new life in Johor, Malaysia.<br /><br /> Tommy-Leong; born in January 1st 2007, adopted in June 9th 2007. Has been a real<br />gentleman after all these years being with me.<br /><br /> Lucky-Leong; born in June 1st 2008, arrived in the early month of July. Genetically inherited<br />with Dermaseptic acne & he's in an intensive care treatments. Keep our fingers cross!Mesmericzenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899989520053942151noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6057669344888577884.post-68004774544770774712008-10-23T23:15:00.002+08:002008-10-23T23:22:14.403+08:00The girl who silenced the world for 5 minutes<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/TQmz6Rbpnu0&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/TQmz6Rbpnu0&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><br />She makes me think & not just muted. Every words she said hit my conscience and i had the urge to spread these to the world, to share, so do give it some thoughts. It definitely goes right into my head. Yup, i did.Mesmericzenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899989520053942151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6057669344888577884.post-22786398724061217712008-10-16T23:20:00.003+08:002008-10-16T23:31:29.720+08:00Take a Bow - Rihanna<span><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/l_i1ijcbXSE&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/l_i1ijcbXSE&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><br /></span>Mesmericzenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899989520053942151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6057669344888577884.post-28228083502207025352008-10-16T20:41:00.002+08:002008-10-16T20:49:20.202+08:00Switchfoot - "This is Home"<span>I've got my memories<br />They're always<br />Inside of me<br />But I can't go back<br />Back to how it was<br />I believe now<br />I've come too far<br />No I can't go back<br />Back to how it was<br />Created for a place<br />I've never known<br /><br />Chorus:<br />This is home<br />Now I'm finally<br />Where I belong<br />Where I belong<br />Yeah, this is home<br />I've been searching<br />For a place of my own<br />Now I've found it<br />Maybe this is home<br />Yeah, this is home<br /><br />Belief over misery<br />I've seen the enemy<br />And I won't go back<br /><br />Back to how it was<br />And I got my heart<br />Set on<br />What happens next<br />I got my eyes wide<br />It's not over yet<br />We are miracles<br />And we're not alone<br /><br />(Chorus)<br /><br />And now after all<br />My searching<br />After all my questions<br />I'm gonna call it home<br />I got a brand new mindset<br />I can finally see<br />The sunset<br />I'm gonna call it home<br /><br />(Chorus)<br /><br />Now I know<br />Yeah, this is home<br /><br />I've come too far<br />Now I won't go back<br />This is home<br /><br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/1CkbCAsUmUQ&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/1CkbCAsUmUQ&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /></span>Mesmericzenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899989520053942151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6057669344888577884.post-88974493556960263792008-10-16T01:07:00.003+08:002008-10-16T02:06:18.290+08:00NARS orgasm blush *HAK*<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/0fuOYSDzMho&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/0fuOYSDzMho&hl=en&fsing=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><br />Guess what...i did try to get around my fingers on the blush *orgasm* but it seems that I've gotta purchase at StrawberryNet or Ulta which i'll have to use my credit card & trust me...its ugly 2 let my parents know BUT you just don't know, when i'l getta use my own debit card ^^ Hell no! Shopaholic i am! gosh i can't believe i just said that.<br /><br />Well, I saw a video from Chris eating frozen yogurt at Pinkberry~ Not that i fancy though i might like yogurt when I'm in my down to earth diet plan driven, Pinkberry is where celebrities cluster in like a new social place for them...sad for us cause it meant having a hard time grabbing a bite~ it's obvious, don't they?Mesmericzenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899989520053942151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6057669344888577884.post-27408636392065532612008-10-16T00:56:00.002+08:002008-10-16T01:06:29.639+08:00Hate grocery stores?<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/eV_P3knWE9w&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/eV_P3knWE9w&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><br />I had these experiences. I want them to always leave me alone until i ask for help or when I'm in the mood to talk. Gee...she's got it so well in videoMesmericzenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899989520053942151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6057669344888577884.post-27259222267534439192008-10-16T00:41:00.003+08:002008-10-16T00:55:43.056+08:00Her < Joggers & Dead Bodies > theory<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/EnahALAp5vc&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/EnahALAp5vc&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><br />An intelligent thought~ Not too worked up like she did !Mesmericzenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899989520053942151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6057669344888577884.post-63695103599776398212008-10-16T00:34:00.001+08:002008-10-16T00:41:04.518+08:00Have u ever been told "Don't look now"<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/GnTg77f_vkA&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/GnTg77f_vkA&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><br />OMG, she's so RIGHT...Mesmericzenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899989520053942151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6057669344888577884.post-76584933880321296272008-10-16T00:21:00.002+08:002008-10-16T00:34:04.861+08:00My seeds & your grandchildren...exotic<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/ivkw27k9J0c&hl=en&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/ivkw27k9J0c&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br />Revenge is what I'll name them. Haha. You're floored.Mesmericzenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899989520053942151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6057669344888577884.post-55926001080673811142008-09-20T23:21:00.004+08:002008-10-16T20:51:44.132+08:00TVB Moonlight Resonance- Talk to meI would never be so fickle-headed like Yu Sou Chau but that doesn't mean I'll get together with Goon Ka Zhai. Anyway, I just realised there's a connection that i can't explain which happens in every episode because I can't stop cying whenever Yeung Yi(Tavia) cries. My heart sank deeply when the scene happens & it doesn't thwart me from joining in. ahhh...it's all for the love ones.<br /><br />I DON'T understand why a person has to cry for another if whoever doesn't care enough. If you have to cry, then the guy you're seeing is wrong for you. Well said for now~<br /><br />Lets put on your earplugs & enjoy the music~<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/9Bu1xuZ_jic&hl=en&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/9Bu1xuZ_jic&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />LYRICS;<br /><br /><span>you talk to me<br />you speak with me<br />don't sink before you rise baby<br />don't fade away<br />you hesitate<br />you seem to wait<br />for all the time we had<br />feels like a world away<br />who's to say<br />we'll be ok<br />we're gonna make it through the night<br />don't wanna wake up in this state<br />i just want us both to smile<br />cause we're the same<br />and i know that we'll never change<br />look i bought your favourite ice cream<br />i dont wanna see it melt away<br />if you walk out now<br />i don't know if we're gonna be the same<br />baby just talk with me<br />cause i want you to stay here with me </span>Mesmericzenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899989520053942151noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6057669344888577884.post-90217899787880075782008-09-18T01:17:00.004+08:002008-10-16T20:57:25.392+08:00GOOD-BYE<div style="text-align: left;"><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/2RuDCC6W0KI&hl=en&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/2RuDCC6W0KI&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br />It pretty much convey my feelings at times.<br /><br />LYRICS;<br /><br /><span>I can see the pain living in your eyes<br />And I know how hard you try<br />You deserve to have so much more<br />I can feel your heart and I sympathize<br />And I'll never criticize<br />All you've ever meant to my life<br /><br />[Chorus:]<br />I don't want to let you down<br />I don't want to lead you on<br />I don't want to hold you back<br />From where you might belong<br /><br />You would never ask me why<br />My heart is so disguised<br />I just can't live a lie anymore<br />I would rather hurt myself<br />Than to ever make you cry<br />There's nothing left to say but good-bye<br />[End Chorus]<br /><br />You deserve the chance at the kind of love<br />I'm not sure I'm worthy of<br />Losing you is painful to me<br /><br />[Chorus]<br /><br />You would never ask me why<br />My heart is so disguised<br />I just can't live a lie anymore<br />I would rather hurt myself<br />Than to ever make you cry<br />There's nothing left to try<br />Though it's gonna hurt us both<br />There's no other way than to say good-bye.</span><br /></div>Mesmericzenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899989520053942151noreply@blogger.com0